Don't even know if I can write this song

caught on a beam between right and wrong
gotta keep forward, keep straight
for the sake of why we stay awake all night long
it's not up for interpret
paranoid of exploiting the verdict
but in the same breath
I got thoughts that I wanna express and let surface
this ain't for props or the pop culture
it's about a balloon that got punctured
the sunshine is fun til it burns someone
and we all got burned that summer
She was sixteen
another young angel with clipped wings
she came to the shows
but I never met her
don't even know if she was listening
that night, we lost a supporter
that night, somebody lost a daughter
he raped and killed her at the venue
I can't comprehend what her friends must've went through
that night, the sun went dark
now watch everyone on the tour bus fall apart
that night, Lord have mercy
the music died that night in Albuquerque


Sometimes I just don't understand.
Why we do what we do?
The choices we make.
Sometimes I think.
If I understood the why.
The choice wouldn't be so hard
Why do I need to decide
But I don't know
All I know is
I have to choose.
And this is a decision I don't want to make


Currently listening :
You Can't Imagine How Much Fun We're Having
By Atmosphere
Release date: By 04 October, 2005