Thursday, October 27, 2005

But there's still tomorrow

Forget the sorrow
And I can be on the last train home
Watch it pass the day
As it fades away
No more time to care
No more time, today


Sometimes I just get the feeling that good things are going to happen.

Sometimes I'm afraid I won't recognize the opportunity for something good, because I'll be to worried that it will be something bad.

Sometimes I know that good things are going to happen, and all I need to do is grab on and enjoy the ride.

Sometimes.


Currently listening :
Start Something
By Lostprophets
Release date: By 03 February, 2004

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Your sorry eyes, they cut through bone.

They make it hard to leave you alone.
Leave you here wearin your wounds
Waving your guns at somebody new.

Baby you're lost
Baby you're lost
Baby you're a lost cause



There are things that happen that I have no control over. It would be wrong of me to get involved. Yet, for those who are involved . . . I just wish they knew.


Currently listening :
Sea Change
By Beck
Release date: By 24 September, 2002

Saturday, October 15, 2005

In a house, by myself,

I hear the ice start to melt
and watch rooftops weep for the sunlight.


sometimes being around people kind of scares me.


Currently listening :
Lifted or The Story Is in the Soil, Keep Your Ear to the Ground
By Bright Eyes
Release date: By 13 August, 2002

Thursday, October 13, 2005

This glass house is burning down,

you light the match I'll stand around
I'll give you everything you want
and wish the worst of what I was


A leap faith is a lot harder to take when you don't know where your faith lies.


Currently listening :
Where You Want To Be
By Taking Back Sunday
Release date: By 27 July, 2004

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

The fever, the focus.

The reasons that I had to believe you weren't too hard to sell
Die young and save yourself.

The tickle, the taste of
It used to be the reason I breathed but now it's choking me up.
Die young and save yourself.



I see people, and I hope for change. But no one has ever changed for me, or because of me before; so I don't expect it to start happening now. I truly believe that the majority of people are incapable of change.

Some will tell you what they want, when even they know that they don't really want it.

Honesty will only get you so far, sometimes agreeing is simply better in the long run.

People don't let you down, expectations do. Girls don't break hearts, love does.

Sometimes goodbye is more important than hello.

I remember when you still thought that there was one person out there for you. And when you found them, everything would be perfect.

You never asked too much of me, and for that, I'm sorry.

The chains of religion have captured the freedom of faith. All I need is someone to break free.


Currently listening :
Deja Entendu
By Brand New
Release date: By 17 June, 2003

Sunday, October 9, 2005

and climb to the highest rung to shake fists at the sky

Where do I go from here?

Did I see this coming?

Or did I convince myself I had something I didn't?

Did I let go of what I always wanted?

Whatever I thought I was.

Whatever I was.

I just want to be.

I don't want to dissapoint.

It's how I'm supposed to feel.

For a moment I thought I could convince myself that I did.

It's not that this isn't what I though it would be, its just that I always knew I didn't want this.

I'm done, for now.

If you knew half of what I know, you would understand.


(to be read bottom to top)


Currently listening :
Nickel Creek
By Nickel Creek
Release date: By 21 March, 2000

Thursday, October 6, 2005

I want so badly to believe

that there is truth that love is real
and I want life in every word
to the extend that its absurd


Someday, I will be someone's priority.


Currently listening :
Give Up
By The Postal Service
Release date: By 18 February, 2003

This is fact not fiction; for the first time in years

And the girls in every girlie magazine
Can't make me feel any less alone
I'm reaching for the phone

To call at 7:03 and on your machine I slur a plea for you to come home
But i know it's too late
I should have given you a reason to stay
Given you a reason to stay



Maybe I'm not ready for this.


Currently listening :
Transatlanticism
By Death Cab for Cutie
Release date: By 07 October, 2003