I never really had a problem because of leaving

But everything reminds me of her this evening

So if I seem a little out of it, sorry
But why should I lie?
Everything reminds me of her

The spin of the earth impaled a silhouette of the sun on the steeple
And I got to hear the same sermon all the time now from you people
Why are you staring into outer space, crying?
Just because you came across it, and lost it

Everything reminds me of her
Everything reminds me of her
Everything reminds me of her

We struggled until it was easy
thought we had all we needed
took our time until it was gone

They said I was not worth it
I thought you didn't believe them
then we saw who was right and wrong

You never knew, you never will
and everything stays the same
a moment, a thought, a glimpse of a chance
and everything stays the same
again again again the same


Currently listening :
Figure 8
By Elliott Smith
Release date: By 18 April, 2000

I want to hold the hand inside you

I want to take a breath that's true
I look to you and I see nothing
I look to you to see the truth
You live your life
You go in shadows
You'll come apart and you'll go black
Some kind of night into your darkness
Colors your eyes with what's not there.

Fade into you
Strange you never knew
Fade into you
I think it's strange you never knew

A stranger's light comes on slowly
A stranger's heart without a home
You put your hands into your head
And then smiles cover your heart


You and I, maybe it doesn't make sense, but we are perfect because we are imperfect. There are things about you I love, and things that I hate. And I love the things I hate. I want to be without you. I want to want you more. I want to hear what you feel, and know that its true. I want it to hurt.


Currently listening :
So Tonight That I Might See
By Mazzy Star
Release date: By 05 October, 1993

I'll tell ya something buddy . . .

There is nothing as good as the love of a good woman. . . except ecstasy. Ya want to do some ecstasy?

Why do the best things always seem to go unnoticed?


Currently watching :
Undeclared - The Complete Series
Release date: By 16 August, 2005

My independence is calling my name

A doubtful voice divides my faith
My independence only hesitates
An unsure choice I can't embrace
You're gonna have to carve me,
Carve me from stone
Right to the bone or
I'll end up alone
Playing the role
Of someone in control

Why do I rush to slow down
Why do I rush to slow down everything
Why do I rush to slow down
Why do I rush to slow down everything

I'm getting closer, or maybe further away. Either way I'm moving. I'll take that any day over standing still.


Currently listening :
Someone in Control
By Trapt
Release date: By 13 September, 2005

Life leaks from you fingertips

onto sparkling pavement
haven't heard the news you stumble stuttering
confused

Helicopters line the sky
marching men are rolling by
babies in their baskets blankly stare through space
hey hey

Ever since i first saw you
standing in the black frozen night
Ive been blind
but im driving in the dark towards you
not stopping till i catch the sunlight
In my eyes

Sirens sing over the streets
Chimpanzees are on TV
everybody's working waiting for the week
to end

Ever since i first saw you
standing in the black frozen night
Ive been blind
but im driving in the dark towards you
not stopping till i catch the sunlight
In my eyes
and nothing's left to hide

Nobody knows the cartoons I've seen. It's a shame that this can not last forever.


Currently listening :
In Reverie
By Saves the Day
Release date: By 16 September, 2003

Lose one friend, lose all friends, lose yourself

Sometimes, it seems like we try to find reasons for things that don't need reasons. If I need a reason to call someone a friend, then are they truly a friend. If I need a reason to tell someone I love them, then do I truly love them. If I need a reason to enjoy something, then do I truly enjoy it?

Technically this isn't from season 3 of Boy Meets World. Its actually from season 7. I caught the syndication on Disney Channel.


Currently watching :
Boy Meets World - The Complete Third Season
Release date: By 23 August, 2005

Things don't go as I planned

But I swear I'm doing all I can
So try all you want to
I'm gonna try to

If I get one ray of sunlight to hold in my hand
Maybe we can be happy again
I'll try for one ray of sunlight to hold in my hand
Then I guess that this isn't the end
Maybe we can be happy again

This is just too damn cute.




Currently listening :
The Guest
By Phantom Planet
Release date: By 04 November, 2003

Everyday I get a little closer, dear

Will you love me darling when I get there?
I'll need sunshine, I'll need rest
Pour us whiskey, water, kiss

Remember me, she said smiling
Write my name somewhere safe
Touch and taste
Fades with space
I'll never be who you'll dream

Everyday I try a little harder, dear
But those things you do, I don't wanna hear
You'll have yours, I'll have mine
No one guilty, no one right

La la la
La la la

You'll have yours, I'll have mine
No one guilty, no one right

Everyday I get a little closer, dear
Gonna drive fast all night till I get there
Not much time we can waste
Nothing great left to save

It seems like things are getting easier at the same time they are getting harder. Why?


Currently listening :
Stay on My Side Tonight
By Jimmy Eat World
Release date: By 04 October, 2005

Your subtleties

They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don't want to need at all.

The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.

A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
You're finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain

The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when your blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes

All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know

The hardest part, about not knowing, is finding something, and then trying to figure out what it is.


Currently listening :
Move Along
By All American Rejects
Release date: By 12 July, 2005